Such a long day yesterday. I spend my weeks waiting for the weekend to come and when they do, I’m lost. I’m not sure how to be me anymore. I have so much time on my hands and yet I do not always use it wisely. I lay around unmotivated to do anything. I have lost my purpose, my ambition, my reason for being. Five years ago, being off two days in a row would have seemed like a vacation. Now, it feels oppressive at times. I am lost wandering through life without you. Show me the way.
Holding on to Harrison
Wandering thoughts of a grieving mother...
